Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Randomness

Whenever I can’t sleep, I have the most random thoughts going through my mind. Drives me crazy when I can’t shut my brain off.

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I heard on the radio last week, that in October we had more day’s in which it snowed then day’s that the sun shined. Even though the snow never lasted, that’s a lot of day’s without the sun. Lots of rain, cold, snow and grey gloomy days. Depressing.

On the bright side… So far, November has been nicer and the sun has been shining…and causing more people to smile…especially the farmers.

I’m going to pretend that I did not hear about the predicted rain and snow for the end of the week

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The nice weather and the shining sun has enabled the farmers to finally start harvesting their crops this week. What a beautiful sight to see all the combines, and tractors working out in the fields. They will be going day and night to get everything harvested and fields plowed before it’s too late. I pray for their safety.

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I have been seeing quite a few deer on my drive home from work in the evenings. Last week, I was driving in the dark and it was snowing hard for a period of time and deer ran out in front of me. Hitting a deer is one of my fears about driving at night, at this time of year. Thank God I didn’t hit any.

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One year ago today, little lady got the “pretty pink” cast taken off her leg. It was snowing and the roads were bad so the school I worked at was called off. We celebrated the cast removal by her finally getting to take a bubble bath.

I am grateful that she has not had any more incidents of getting hurt.

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I had a blast with my girlfriends this past weekend. We talked and laughed…and ate junk food…sang and danced…and watched movies…and talked some more…and we stayed in our pj’s all weekend.

I am truly blessed and honored to be called their friend.

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My youngest son flew home here this past weekend to see his best friend, who has been stationed in Italy for the past year and is home on leave and is being sent to Afghanistan for the next 12-15 months. I took care of this young man and his sister when they were quite young, in my daycare. The 2 of them have been best friends ever since. He and his family are very special to us. I pray for this young man and his family.

Even though I didn’t get to see much of my son, he took the time here and there to spend with me…and to play with the little people that love him immensely!…he took the little people and I out for lunch yesterday(he paid), then spent the afternoon with us and ate a family supper with us. My oldest son was able to join us too which made it that much more special. I love cooking for my family!

I took him to the airport early this morning. He has flown back to the home he’s made for himself. The hardest part is that I don’t know when I will see him again.

It is always hard for me to let go.

Yet, I am thankful for the kind of person he is and that he is out pursuing his dreams…that he is out living his life and living it so well…so I must let go.

My home feels empty tonight without his presence. I miss my kids. I miss my grandchildren.

When I was looking for a pen in my desk tonight, I found a piece of paper that had these quotes on it.

Reading these made me remember the truth…

Hold your children

with open arms, so

they always know

they can come

home to you.  

Khalil Gibran

Don’t cry because

it’s over, smile

because it

happened.

Dr. Seuss

…and they made me smile.  I have a lot to smile about.

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This is my 200th post. Wow!

Do you have any random thoughts you would like to share? I hope you share them with me!

Love & Hugs

Lori

20 comments:

queenofphrump said...

My random thoughts keep me awake waiting for some other random thoughts to read. Your random thoughts provoke my own random thoughts. Yours are funny to me because I don't know snow anymore. I do know cold though, just not snow. I also wonder, randomly, if there is something to this "missing" thing. Do parents who wish their children would just move out do the wrong thing by pushing them? You seem to have your leave with you wanting them to stay. Does this mean that if you told them not to come home then they would move back in? Just randomly wondering as I wish my 30 year old brother would move out of my mom's house. Perhaps she should beg him to stay every single day. Do you think that might work? Just thinking. Good night my friend and sweet dreams.

ethelmaepotter! said...

Just stopped by to thank you for reading my blog, and I find myself intrigued by yours - both this post and the title of your blog - LOVE IT! So very appropriate.
I've been seeing lots of deer lately, too, and since I work at night, I always have to be aware. Yesterday, as my husband was driving, I asked him if he saw the dead deer on the side of road and he replied, (typically,) "Where?" "One of these days, one of them is going to jump right in front of you and you'll never see it!" I complained. To which he replied, "A dead deer?"

Buckeroomama said...

Congrats on your 200th post!

I love both quotes at the end, especially Dr. Seuss'. Thanks for sharing. :)

TechnoBabe said...

You have a lot in this one post! The weekend in pajamas with your girlfriends sounds like a blast. I miss saying that word, not too many things at this age are a real blast! I am so happy for you that you had your youngest son there for a weekend even if he spent some of his time with his best friend who is being sent to Afghanistan. What a good friend he is to schedule his time to see his friend before he goes there. My son lives so far away and I miss seeing him. We email occasionally and talk on the phone sometimes. I have always liked the words of Gibran. And the quote by Dr Seuss is awesome. This is a wonderful post full of love and heartfelt feelings.

Life with Kaishon said...

Oh, I just love that Dr. Suess quote! I am glad you could spend time with your son. I hope and pray that I am always close to my Kaish! I know that it might not happen. Especially since he is a boy! I personally can't imagine ever living far from my parents. I am sure your son misses being close to you!

Look at you and all of your posts : ) Way to go Lori!

Busy Bee Suz said...

I love your random. I love those quotes too!!!
It is raining here today..thank you IDA. I have lots of projects to conclude. My knee hurts so bad from working last night. I have to build a website for the hubby...I don't know how to do that!!!!
200 posts??? YOWZA!

Jan said...

Congratulations on your 200th post!

I love your random thoughts.

You know, I also love visiting your blog; just seeing the banner picture of your grandson and the Little Lady cheers me up.

Jeannie said...

I have never had a weekend with the girls...is that weird?

I love how you love kids. I wish I could but I suppose I'm broken. I'm good with teens though. And dogs.

Brian Miller said...

congrats on 200, that is quite an accomplishment! cute that she first wanted a bubble bath, I am sure she enjoyed. the Kabril quote chokes me up...i have plenty of time, but the days leak by quickly...enjoy your time in the sun!

The Incredible Woody said...

Glad you had such a great visit with your pals and with your son:)

The random thought about hitting a deer reminded me of a story I read in the last couple of weeks from Kansas or Oklahoma. An older couple were driving home one evening from church. It was during that dusky part of evening that makes things a bit harder to see. All of the sudden the wife yells out "Elephant!!". In the split second, the man instead of thinking she was kidding, swearved the car and just brushed the side of an elephant that was in the road. It had escaped from the circus! Every time I think of that I get a chuckle, picturing it.

SciFi Dad said...

Congratulations on your 200th post.

I often have random thoughts throughout the day (and night) too; thankfully none recently have involved snow!

Debbie said...

That holding them with open arms is just the hardest thing! I want to clutch the life out of them:)

Pseudonymous High School Teacher said...

Lori - happy 200th!!!

As someone with a teen going through a rough spot, I cannot wait for the day when I can say he is living his life well and pursuing his dreams... even if it meant I could not see him as often.

Brittany said...

and your children miss you very much as well! I hope you know that I love you to the moon and back. :) I am so happy you had fun with your friends and that you got to spend time with Jason. :) I know you mean the world to him as well!

Thanks for all the little gifts for Aidyn. I let him wear his socks today, and his diego t-shirt... which of course I never do, since I HATE-HATE cartoon t-shirts, so you know how excited he was!

Bogey said...

Lori, though your children and granchildren may not be with you physically, they will always be a part of you. Because, you see, they each carved a little niche in your heart and left a little piece of theirs with you.

Happy to hear that you had a wonderful weekend with your posse. It sounds like you had a blast. Congrats on your 'Post of the Week' honours. What a marvelous accomplishment. I hope you pin it on your blog. I guess when your head an heart are in peace, you get to think about all of the things that make you grateful. That is what I read here at least. You are a lucky woman to have such a full life.

Just watch out for the Deer!

steppinthru said...

My mind works just like yours. Sometimes I just want to turn it off or at least slow it down. Love your ramblings though. Glad you got to spend time with your boys. A PJ party sounds like a lot of fun. Why don't you just slip down here to Oklahoma and we will have one. Our weather is beautiful. No snow even in the distant forcast. Come on.....

Smart Mouth Broad said...

Great randomness, Lori. It made me smile to remember the Little Lady getting her cast off. My how time flies.

Congrats on your 200th post. Here's to many more.

Laura said...

Congratulations on number 200!

So much wisdom has come from these posts. So much honesty and love. For that I thank you.

Lisa E said...

Lori, I borrowed a quote from you today. I hope it is ok. I needed to write an entry to my daughter. I did tell people where I stole it from. Powerful stuff.

Lisa E.

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